You guys, I have finally realized that I am not fat- Nay. I may *have* fat, but everyone does. I am normal sized, and I am okay with that. I have never had a lot of luck with losing fat, even with exercise- I used to play a lot of sports. But I am okay with this. I am starting to feel pretty again. Maybe it’s because I’m fixing my teeth, and got extensions, but I don’t care. I can go out in public with no makeup on, and feel okay with myself.
Plus, I have a loving boyfriend whom I love, and even if we are going to different colleges, I have a feeling it’s going to work out. Others may not believe it, but I think I’ve found a keeper. My grandparents were in the same position as me and him and are going to be married forty five years this year. Yayyyy.
“beauty sleep” is such bullshit I sleep 12 hours a day and I still look like a trashcan